Monday, December 29, 2008

Reason

I believe that everything happens for a reason...
People change so you can learn to let go...
Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right...
You believe lies so that eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself,
And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Never regret the past. You look back at it and learn from it, because the past is what you use to learn who you really are.


Thanks For The Memories
Adios...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Please LoL

So I gave going out with the boys to go to Church. Yea I know how cute, but to than find out some very upsetting news. According to a friend of mine he says I opened my mouth by saying what I said, but only half of what I said was true the other half you should've known its bs. So I found out that a certain someone got very upset so I'm sorry. But damn than I find out that this woman is now saying that I'm not worth her tears and that she's finally letting loose. Ha Ha Ha

I don't know of any nicer way to put it but she's lucky she had someone like me. And no guys, it's not my pride kicking in. For your imformation you're the one that fucked up BIG TIME. I don't want to say how many times. And no I'm not trying to rub it in or make anyone feel bad but people just at times say shit as if their pussy is made out of gold, when it isnt. I was an idiot for letting this shit happen to me so Shame on Me. But hey we make mistakes we learn from them, of and trust me I learned a lot. Gracias!

So...

You wait a couple of months than you're going to see,
You'll never find nobody better than me!

Ha! Ha!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Unemployed

I Lost My Job! =(

Can this month seriously get any worse??

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

...

It's not until times like now when it hits you the most. I just never thought that this holiday would be so hard to get passed. I can't even try to hide it, because I'm asked all the time and I have nothing to reply. For all those that have a special someone enjoy it and treasure the moments. And if you're spending it with the family be happy it is with people that love you no matter what.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Friday, December 19, 2008

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Ku

I never really had a friend cry on my shoulder the way she did that day. I try and help by telling her not to stress so much because everything will be okay. As I wipe the tears I tell her the guy will stop his sneaky ways, he'll show you he cares because you have put up with so much that other women wouldn't. As she cries she tries to explain how everything has changed and the mistakes this guy has made. How at times they are out of stupidity but still unforgiveable. Hearing all this I'm just left without words. Thinking and trying to say something positive but I can't. But as the conversation continues it's not really that what bothers her but the fact that she has to see this man, whom she loves, go out of his way to support his son. The everyday conversations with his ex-girlfriend about the kid kills her inside but she can't say anything. She knew what she was getting herself into a year ago, but she didn't think the pain would keep coming and going. She says shes going to end it because she's tired of going through this pain-the pain of him being sneeaky, of him always having to see the other woman. She knows she can't say anything because that's what he's supposed to do, but it bothers her too much to keep up with it. In her eyes the only solution is to walk away. But does she have to? Only she can fully answer that question. Whatever we say is just advice and she can do whatever she wants with that. Would you be able to handle a relationship where your significant other had to run to his "baby-moms" and son almost every other day? Would it bother you?

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

The 17th

The 17th...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Spears

I Love Birtney Spears! Her and I go way back.
I think she's still hott as spice. =D
And yes I'm going to buy her album.
She's the Truth. lol

Track 3

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Unbeautiful

I took a nap for about twenty minutes with the song playing in the backround. It didn't hurt which kind of surprised me, but I guess that's good news. The song continued and I started to doze off little by little. In that short nap a small dream occured. I remember the small memory crossing my mind which was her-her face directly in front of mine. Brushing my hair with her hands she looked at me and smiled, gave me a kiss and told me to wake up. Sadly I really woke up and realizing it was only a short dream a pain ran through my heart. But even thought there was pain it was a short dream that made me happy for the five minutes in which it occured.

[Lesley Roy playing in the backround]