Darn

Didn't get the internship I wanted. FML!

Now You're Gone

Now you're gone

I realized my love for you was strong

And I miss you here now you're gone

I keep waiting here by the phone

With your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it's meant to be?

Only dreaming that you're missing me

I'm waiting here at home

I'll be crazy now you're gone

There's an empty place in my heart

Without my ________ it will break apart

It won't heal, it never fades away

I'll be thinking 'bout you everyday

Lost then Found

Lost then Found...

"Grown Up Christmas List"

No more lives torn apart.

Time will heal a heart.

Love would never end.

What do yo want from me?

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so what do ya want from me
What do ya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do ya want from me
What do ya want from me
What do ya want from me

The Question

The toughest part about tonight was, not being asked how many beers I had.

Crazy Question

It's crazy how just a couple of weeks ago I was being asked for a day for "us", but now I find myself just trying to make it past days not thinking about us. Yeah, I know it's early to be writing this, but these are some of the things that you just know are coming. Sadly we make stupid decisions at time that we end up regretting, but it's part of life. You learn from your mistakes, but if you keep making the same mistake over and over, what do you learn? Apparently nothing, if it continues. So is this really worth it? Round 3 just went from it's peak to it's downfall in a matter of seconds. Something that looked so promising this time around just shattered right in front of you. Once again, is this worth it?

December not so Happy.

I've come to realize that the month of December is so crappy. Let's just say two months in a row have been two months of disappointment. Sometimes you place yourself in these predicaments and complaint. In my case I broke it so it's my fault. To be honest there's nothing that can hit me hard now. So whatever comes my way I'll just take it.

P.S. I need to come up with something to say at the end of every blog. I was thinking "duecez" but it's not original. Help needed with this.

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Sometimes I wish I can erase the past.

Class

I'm in my Sports Economic class as I look around no one in class is paying attention to this freakin' professor. I have the chick to my right playing a game on her iPhone and listening to music on it at the same time. Another one is checking emails and chatting away on facebook. I'm falling asleep and doing nothing on my laptop. I wonder what the hell goes on through my professor's mind as we sit here and not listen to her lectures. Does she get mad? Or does she come to school with the mentality of knowing we won't listen and just comes because it's her job? I would hate to be a professor and notice these things happening right in front of me. This is college for you.

P.S. All classes are not like this.